stress out causes of examination

today I have a stress time,thing in kl work out fine and sooner or later I going to have a final exam,and I don't really know would I pass or not.lord if you are listening to me now please guide me on this I would really wanted my examination pass and I'm really great fully with flying colors,cause in life I don't really do anything for my family happy,and I hope that I can make my family happy on this time...

the question that have been hunting me for 2 months

I was standing alone think about my hometown friends and I wonder is this my friends or I was just dream,they were so happy that I'm going back to my hometown.but why I felt sadness in my heart is it because what my hometown friends did wrong when I was at my hometown?This question I have been thinking for 2 months or did I judge wrong about them.
This question I have been thinking for so long and it has been hunting me everyday,I have never felt this way for until I got a call from a hometown friend that saying all my friends has changed into someone that I don't really know at all,I was so shocked that a small matter can change every single one that have been making friends with me for the pass 2 years and I have never think that they will change.We all use to hang out together every time and they always look after each other until a girl show up,her name was mich and she was a kind girl and open minded.She have a nice body shape and every single of my friends trusted her,they bring her out every night no mather where they go mich well surely be by their side and hanging out with them,and that when one of my friends fall in love with her.
But mich never loved him and she was just treating him as a best friend,the boy always take her out no mather where he is going and the boy have tryed hard to gaint mich heart,until one day when mich was hadding to a place far from our hometown the boy took the chance and tell her that "I love you very much and I would like to take a chance to couple with you".But mich was just give my old friend a smile and just walk,my old friend think that mich was giving a chance to him for coupling with her.
So he told mich "I will wait for the answer when U reach back to hometown",mich smile back to him.until the air port mich was going to check in and the boy was hoping that mich would look back to him and give him another last look but he was wrong,mich checked in and never look back to him.My old friend was so heart broken on that time he called me and told me the story that has been happening in my hometown,I was so shocked to hear this old friend of mind cried on the phone when he was talking with me.When I was listening to him cried I can even felt that his tears droped and every single drop was a girl that he has been chasing for 1 month,as a friend I only can listen what he say on the phone but not standing beside him and keeping him companied,then when he say "I want to sleep and I don't want to go out and face the other,cause I have been fooled by a girl"."I just can say to him what U think right now is not just because you don't wanted to face the truth by if U do wanted it to be like that I have no choise but to support you on this mather".
On that night I start to think about the things that we talk on the phone and I have called every single of my hometown friends to look after this old best friend of mind,and one of my hometown friend say okay and he look after him for a month and he still can felt the sadness that mich has broken his heart for a month,and every time my hometown friend talk about him I really like to help him to pass this problem of his but he well always act like he is fine on the inside but then we all know that you have suffer for a month cause of this girl.I have to rights to scold mich but to call mich to take a good look what have she done to him,but until just now I receive a msg from my hometown friend and he say mich have coupled with another hometown friend of mind,and I was so dissapointed on them two.
Does this call love?When ever a person that love the other person,but then the person can just reject the one that love him or her so much,and straight away couple with another person that is also a friend them.I have been thinking about this question for so long...
And I still don't really get it,why must it like that.is it fair,god it just play with our hearts and mind.

stress ah.....

damn....why U guys never think abt me and his stressfulness ah....why do U guys still so stupid and dam....
do U guys really got the time to think abt our situation U do guys really think tht we are fucking robot or are we made of metal one...
why so stupid one U guys....
Do U know tht U make us all crazy oready....he did the assignment for U all and he did't get enough sleep until nw men...
and I have to help him to work for tht and I still have to force my self to do the assignment...
shit la U guys...
if U guys think tht we are made out of metal then U guys should just sale us to the metal shop only...

16 may

16 may...
time fly by and I am thinking of my friends at kk,he jz got fooled by one of my friends also...
haiz...he is a good guy and a good friend to be bt then why must them fool him...
does thy have and heart and brain to think abt the things tht thy were trying to do??
do thy no fooling ppl on love is a very hard and disappointed thing in life...
cause of them nw he is down and sad...
and I am try to do my best to work things out in kl bt then thy had never think how stress am I.....
is tis world is full of madness and corruption like them...
why don't thy think of ppl's feelings...
I am so tired I wished tht this problem would end faster...well brother I won't let this problem got in to U again bro...
if I got back to kk I'll end tis problem if the problem is still stying there...